forcibly feminized

"Forcibly Feminized," October 6, 2022 (#279)

title from PVA student (October 6, 2022)

Her Body and Other Parties: Stories by Carmen Maria Machado (2017)

Afterparties: Stories by Anthony Veasna So (2021)

last line from Sum: Forty Tales of the Afterlife by David Eagleman (2009)

Forcibly Feminized

I was afraid of what the world was catching all around us;

that’s the reason her mother so naturally came to the woman’s

name. She closes her eyes, shakes her head, rocks back and forth

and then maybe I’d make movies of her, because she’d probably

lost youth, which is her answer for why any "real adult" does anything,

whose literal job is to be a mediator between the monks and normal

out to the side, groping at the air, then flapping listlessly like a stunned

cousin understood how much he toiled away for his family. The countless

footsteps galumphing on the forest floor. She was wearing shorts with

the dampness. I felt nervous, animated, and then guilty at finding

the voices aren't happening, not now, but I still perceive them

for each patient in the wing. I squint at the tray and try

a member of the opposite sex, just to see what it's like.

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